Rude Dude,,

I just dropped by to show you what a mess I’ve made of me.
I cut out all of my sick thoughts with fine swiss cutlery.

And I’m doing way better these days,
Thoughts of dying only comes in short waves.
Biding my time between the cradle and the grave.

Hey,
From the cradle to the grave.
From the cradle to the grave.

I took my time to tell you that something’s changed in me.
That hook up I had on the truth’s now ancient history.
I’m losing all sense of myself, lost and alone with no help.
I’ll keep my heart within a jar up on the shelf.

Hey
From the cradle to the grave.
Throw the cradle to the grave.
Thrown into the grave.

Take this with me to the grave.
Take this with me to the grave.
Take this with me to the grave.
Take this with me to the grave.

From the cradle to the grave.

next friday i turn 28… fucking crazy.  i always used to say i wouldn’t even make it to 21… well 7 years later and i’m still here… so i guess i was wrong :)

Picture’s on the wall just waiting there to fall 
Still remind me that painful holiday can almost hear you say 
Please don’t miss me too long 
What did I do wrong 
Could’ve sung a different song you were my tune 
Make my heart believe a want is not a need 
And I’m all right without you 
The days go by the nights don’t change
The stars still spell out your name 
I will wait for you 
The world has let me down 
Is it you’re just not around
I’ve lost my reason all the memories
Every smile you gave to me you can keep them
The days go by the nights don’t change 
The stars still spell out your name
I will wait for you
I will wait for you
I will wait for you
I will wait for you
I will wait for days go by 
And still I will wait for you

ha i miss fenix tx too.

yo„ any of you listen to lagwagon? if so you’re fucking tyte…. violinssssssss

damn i miss being young… my gay friends and i would just chill and listen to music„ go to shows… skate and all that shit… play guitars together… now we have all moved on and life sucks :)

i guess that i’m wrong for falling in love„ but you’re still the one that i’m dreaming of… i guess that it’s you i want to hold onto but you’re holding on to someone else